Lars
he / him / his
thirty-three
july 26
alto mare, johto
don’t know, don’t care
ranger & courier
ex-head ranger
cursing the sun [m][ss]
POSTED ON Jul 4, 2021 9:04:13 GMT
‘You’re definitely losing it.’‘Can’t you tell?!’ Lars screamed in the back of his head. Sometimes, the deity wasn’t very helpful… ‘Don’t cause a scene!’ the snarky voice warned him. ‘How can I not? If you’ve gone through everything in my head, I’m pretty sure you know my entire life story now!’ he continued to himself, raising a hand to the bridge of his nose to pinch it once more before hissing slightly. “Che palle,” he hissed to himself in Alto Marean for a few moments. While he could still hear the deity trying to snark him in the back of his mind, he shut the ‘second voice’ out for a few seconds so he could think. “Ro. Nami, Ryujin,” he began, and the three Pokémon he mentioned looked his way. A singular burning eye of red, a pair of beady eyes underwater, and a deflated cloud turned to stare at him. “Thank you,” he said quietly. “For watching out for me. Stand down, please. Just for a while. You too, Alpha.”Even if the Lucario let out a bark of alarm and made to stand in front of Lars, a singular cold glare from emerald-green eyes made the jackal Pokémon stop and stammer in PokéSpeak for a few moments before retreating a few steps. The four Pokémon exchanged a look between each other, before backing away—there was no need to call Gareth and Lynette just yet. At least, not until things got to a head. “Don’t call me that. I go by a different name these days,” he said as he turned to face the old man. While legally he could say ‘oyaji’, it didn’t roll off the tongue as nicely as the other moniker did. “Answer me this, then. Where is she? Where’s Mom. Where did you hide her? And don’t give me any of the ‘she went home’ shit, I lived in Alto Mare with her family for a while,” he went on, turning to face the ol’ man. Il vecchio, in his mind. “It’s hard, you know? It’s hard—not having a place to bring flowers for her. It’s impossible someone just disappeared without warning, no trace, no word, for years. I’d know, I’ve seen so many missing persons cases ever since I started working with the Rangers. But for this—fifteen years missing?”He was sorely tempted to tell him about Léanne, but he decided against it. For now, at least. “How hard do you think it is—you treated us from a distance, it was always, always mamma who was there for me, for Léanne, for Claude—you were gone a lot! With no explanation whatsoever. You always held us at a distance! And you never answered me where she really is! I still remember that time, you know.”The memories he’d hidden for so long—even the deity didn’t have access to the ‘forbidden ones’, the time he was fourteen—began to surface again. “How could you say we were all mistakes…” he continued, resisting the urge to lash out. His hands were beginning to tremble, him resisting the urge to smack a good one breaking by the second. “How do you think a kid would feel about that?”Even in the summer sun, there was a slight vapor of frigid condensation swirling around his fists—the manifestation of one of his Avatar powers breaking through the cracks as he clenched and unclenched. A thin layer of ice began forming across both his hands, unmelting despite the terrible summer sun above. “Much as I want to hit you, I’m not going to do that, especially not out here where so many people and eyes can see. So just—humor me with my questions. Where’s Mom. So I can at least let her know that I’m alright…or leave flowers for her.”
death by heat wave
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